We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Milk and a Pillow

by At Face Value

supported by
/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
Outside with the light from a lantern Tripping over the bar where I set my standards Let it all become The epitome of a night with good fun Spending money without a profit More fingers on my hands than cash in my pockets The laughter's loud and toxic Chorus: Stories of the glories parents in their forties They have a lot to tell but I'm not listening well To all the warnings mistakes are rewarding As far as I can tell (2x) we're growing up young Evenings full of harsh words and banter Higher than the bar where I set my standards Not at all withdrawn The basement again with all the good songs Your faces, I can hardly look at Between all of the drinks and smiles and snap backs I never want to leave (I never fucking want to leave here) Chorus (1x) We're growing up young Up late no regrets Feel no shame for sleeping on the floor again Last call place your bets I don't think I'm ever coming home again (2x) Chorus (1x)
2.
We lay far in the back of the hotel safe in my car with the back row down Here's the lines I should not say I fear my mind is stuck on replay Like back when you would stand in the way of the car door You'd beg me to stay we could take it farther You said you felt a way and I felt it harder Conclusions we write with a fight at your dorm Chorus: But it's leaving me to be the one to break my own fall Left with the recoil as its presence is clawing at my jaw One more say is another way to pass it One more fragment to leave in the pass tense You set the stage for a scene with no hope The script is fading and the lights they follow The lines obscene and unfair A dream in your eyes for me a nightmare Fate lies violent through the bedroom door Where I find you both lying on the bedroom floor All the signs misread all the lies ignored Insides are turning my eyes are burning I'll take step back and fall lost from rhythm Like a heart attack with no second chances given A psychopath when I say "I swear I'll kill the kid" I take it back now I see you'll never be worth it Chorus (1x) It's all in pieces, it's on me I wanna say I'm sorry And to pieces, were falling I'm telling you I'm sorry Chorus (1x) I'm left to break my fall, I'm not the one at fault
3.
Conceited everyday You're walking circles around me My eyes are dimming The paint is thinning My lies are getting the best of me I falter when I walk I'm trying hard to talk the talk I don't know how to end it Your in it to win in it And I'm just rolling the dice My chest is getting heavy Yet you still expect the envy Of everyone else Of them wanting us And I'm just left to resume You are the moon I am the tide I bend to you You think that's fine Chorus: It was a waste of time We fell apart at the side where I couldn't keep my end up (I'll be alright) I never kept my end up (I'll stay home tonight) It happens every time I'm pennies and nickels Fragile and brickle Now being stuck to resume (I'll be alright) There's too much space in this room (I'll stay home tonight) Enticing compliments And timeless incidents A maze of clear intent, it's evident, but you're hesitant so stay And you can haunt me till I'm empty Write the wrong words end the story Keep the screen on cuz it's tempting And I won't be long don't worry I love the way you lie when you meant it And instigate with higher intentions I'll be alright I'll stay home tonight It's way too late and I'm tired but tempted I'm on my way so retire your defenses I'll be alright I'll stay home tonight Chorus(1x)
4.
Gone now I keep my distance But still show persistence in trying to find out how you are It’s really testing my patience, watching you waste this Life that you have of yours in a bar And I get the feeling that you’re gonna leave him Cause you just can’t seem to get off You’re so appealing, you can get anyone that you want somehow Patience is useless when I’m sober and you’re wasted And you don’t wanna hear it, so go on just leave it Calm down, can’t we get level? Can’t we be civil? We share a lot of things And yeah, I think back when it was simple Before I had earned some, and all I ever did was sing Been caught under pressure, trying to measure How I feel ‘bout this whole thing You’re so appealing, you can get anyone that you want somehow Patience is useless when I’m sober and you’re wasted And you don’t wanna hear it so go on just leave it And I count the times that I’m driving home I’m talking to myself like I’m not alone Trying to figure to out who I’ve been running from Gotta figure out who I’ve been running from I keep my distance now Forcing my jaw to smile [x2] Patience is useless when I’m sober and you’re wasted And you don’t wanna hear it so go on just leave it And I count the times that I’m driving home I’m talking to myself like I’m not alone Trying to figure to out who I’ve been running from Gotta figure out who I’ve been running from
5.
Lackluster philanthropist Feeling good as good as good gets Go ahead promote forgiveness False prophet lay in your own mess Your disciple gave it all away Now I know what you mean is not what you say Lead the battle accusations made with haste You're not on the front lines Say it to my face (chorus) Prolong the sting underneath the skin I've been tending It's leading to repeated ends Rewrite the words just to never send Restart a heart just to beat again You kept me in your back pocket And then you swept Me under the carpet You're a fake a façade a mistake A lie that, could never take Hold of me Ahold of what you thought you could be A polished cover with a tattered spine A warming face with a selfish smile, your lies Will catch up to you, I can oblige that the Ones that you loved you Will no longer confide (chorus) Friends turn to liars as ash comes from fires Beauty to dirt You've become inert Friends turn to liars as ash comes from fires Beauty to dirt You've become inert (chorus 2x)
6.
So what you're wax poetic, you think your words will discredit me I beg to disagree So you say your a glass half empty, I'll rant about how I'm always full You're a lease I won't renew You'll never learn Don't follow me further into This shallow grave, just push on through Get a grip cuz I know you're lonely Fill your cup cuz I know I'm not worth You're, you're time I'll admit we were as thick as thieves I learned that nothing comes free Don't mistake this for inopportunity You're a pendulum swinging between Common sense and sympathy Don't expect yourself to grow Find you own way And ride it through Get a grip cuz I know your lonely Fill your cup cuz I know I'm not worth You're, you're time How can I meet your expectations when I can't meet my own Your vengeful actions come packaged with a conflicted tone Your fighting fire with fire but you can't take the burn You traded solace for malice at every fucking turn Fill your cup cuz I know I'm not worth you time Fill your cup cuz I know I'm not worth your time Get a grip cuz I know your lonely Get a grip cuz I know your lonely I'm not worth your, I'm not worth your time
7.
Could you whisper in my ear The things you wanna feel I'd give you anythin' To feel it comin' Do you wake up on your own And wonder where you are? You live with all your faults I wanna wake up where you are I won't say anything at all So why don't you slide Yeah, I'm gonna let it slide Don't you love the life you killed? The priest is on the phone Your father hit the wall Your ma disowned you Don't supposed I'll ever know What it means to be a man It's somethin' I can't change I'll live around it I wanna wake up where you are I won't say anything at all So why don't you slide Ooh, slide And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete Little pieces of the nothin' that fall Oh, May Put your arms around me What you feel is what you are And what you are is beautiful Oh, May Do you wanna get married Or run away? And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete Little pieces of the nothin' that fall Oh, May Put your arms around me What you feel is what you are And what you are is beautiful Oh, May Do you wanna get married Or run away? I wanna wake up where you are I won't say anything And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete (Yeah, slide) Little pieces of the nothin' that fall (yeah slide) And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete (Yeah slide) Little pieces of the nothin' that fall (Oh, oh slide) Yeah, slide between the sheets of all them beds you never knew (Yeah slide) Why don't you slide into my room Just slide into my room Oh, we'll run away, run away, run away
8.
Apparition Apparition Take off your cloak, come and play Transition Indecision Just like that, you fly away Just a passenger In my own mind Just a messenger I don’t mind I fall into the night Jet streams and day dreams We fill the void together My thoughts are taking flight Liftoff cleansing the wounds that matter Curves winding , intertwining Carry me to here from back against These ghosts, they always find me Fleeing now I feel the Resonance I smile , put you behind me Your hostage, my innocence You know I’m good at lying Running back and forth in permanence (2x) Things I thought would never change Are back and in my head What once was will never fade A life we had
9.
The speaker sits atop the table I persist to ask you a favor Under my breath I whisper please With no intent but to invest in the lack of company I know this is as good as gold Tonight I'll be Outback kicking it with old friends Listening to every song you can't stand The night is young and so are we There is no place I'd rather be Fast talking strangers Tryna find a ride to the joint by the fire-station We got no plans There is no need Just say the word Lay it on me And my terminal impermanence It Does not apply here Seems to disappear when you're near Fixating on the thought Am I conscious or clever enough To keep you on my line To find the place and time To ask you if your thoughts of me Ever will subside Chorus And I got nothing left to lose but you Lose but you Stuck between Lessons learned and "this could be different" But I can't get you off my mind This time
10.
We all spit fire, Got a little burned But I never Felt slighted, not even a bit spurned Would you jump off a bridge if they told you to Depends on the temp and my point of view The DNR came and I lost my shoe Steve's left foot caught a flathead screw No man left behind, we pulled him through Chorus: So here's my cliche song About the street that I grew up on No irony or feelings blue About the times I had on Sunshine avenue And its like you were never gone When your back home And All the drives on those Saturdays I chose you guys, and discolored eyes I thought, you would never leave Never will view you as less then kin So here's my clique song About the street that I grew up on No irony or feelings blue About the times I had on Sunshine avenue And I can't say your wrong About decisions when you were gone Cuz everyone's got a reason hiding Beneath the many things, that bind them And I hope you never thought I was holding you back Or that was something that you factored in before you had left Cuz I don't think I could live with myself if I was the prick That forced you out of this town that made you so sick Of the nights out on the Chesapeake on my father's boat Or biking down to bradshaw braving Goettner's slope I knew I'd miss your stories and your wondrous bluntness I thought you were the lodestone that guided my compass You fill my lungs
11.
I guess this is where the road splits I've acted this scene out before Remnants of the nights we call bliss spread about yet last ignored Bitter conclusions emphasized stroke out a happy ending Like a full release out on hold realize and stop pretending But hear me out cus the words will hurt Only one night I'll stay with her The foundations laid but the walls are falling The roofs caved in and now it's fucking raining.. Raining our song has found its ending don't say your mind is changing cus it's like I'm drunk but the party's over and my cup is empty This feeling of sin the way she's bending her eyes and curves are tempting and I'm sorry but fucked up is an honest ending An awkward collective silence an air of smoke in candlelight And only one solution in mind tonight alone this room you and I As sorrows thicken regrets they sink in we just give in sometimes And I'm such a dick but your words they pierce my ears I'll say goodnight But hear me out cus the words will hurt every single night I'll stay with her The night is young but the scene gets old if this doesn't go down then I have to go Chorus Bridge: And you know that I'm not just anyone The things you do with me the things you've never done This ecstasy is getting the best of me (best of me) The fire in your eyes is burning the wrong hands of time are turning And I turn to stone when you look back at me Solo You don't know if you'll make it tomorrow you don't know if you want me to stay I don't know if I'll be here tomorrow Wake up alone with nothing to say The mark from your last bite will fade away Like the sharp gaze in your eyes as you came With blurred thoughts we forget what we have to say Fall innocent to pleasure and pain

about

A collection of acoustic oldies, noobs, and covers

credits

released June 26, 2019

Tracks 1-3, 5, 6, 8-11, recorded, mixed, and mastered by Kenny Kingsborough at Harbour Red Studios
Tracks 4 and 7 recorded by Gray Ross, mixed and mastered by Will Beasley
"How You Are" Originally by The Story So Far
"Slide" Originally by Goo Goo Dolls
All others written by At Face Value
Art by our very own, Alec Myers

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

At Face Value Baltimore, Maryland

Five piece band from Baltimore, MD
Check out our music to the left and come to a show and say hi
---------------------------
"Ivy and Echo" EP available March 16, 2016

contact / help

Contact At Face Value

Streaming and
Download help

Shipping and returns

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like At Face Value, you may also like: